SM vs. SEX
by NOUSE4ANAME
NOUSE4ANAME'S Shacklet

Greetings Aall,
I guess I'D like to start by saying I'M a VERY sexual being..............I believe Mmost of Uus if Wwe truly examine ourselves closely are........I am intrigued and suprised that NO ONE has yet presented this from the SADIST'S point of view..............so here I am and here I go.

First to start with I'd like to clarify I have sex in a "so - called" vanilla setting occasionally.This is a diversion for Me and I do enjoy it .I liken it to eating a hamburger when you know prime ribs better.But sadly the availability of the BDSM scene where I live is at best poor. I like, even love oral sex and am told I am very good at it.......I love to fuck a woman hard and make her cum watch her as she writhes in estacy in My bed.....BUT................ I really LOVE watching one submit herself to ME....................In a manner of speaking it is sexual.........primal ............raw..........just like the "sexual act" in Many respects........

So where to start................................... well hell I'LL blurt it out ....................

I become aroused while hurting My little one...........This arousal is only when I am in a consensual "adult" relationship and the person I am with is into it as well.......so for ME S&M is very sexual...........I look at it as I have a sexual pay off planned into it.............Might NOT be today Might NOT be tomorrow but eventually there is a pay off in it for Me in a sexual manner.

There are nights I have scened and I was moved,aroused and turned on.Whipped her till she begged for her release feeling her cunt grow wetter and wetter as Wwe played.... never allowing her or Myself the luxury of release feeling it build ,but falling asleep with her in MY arms holding her tight.........No sex involved at all..............Then awaking in the morning and making love, kissing the bruised battered spots on her.....taking My time to relish in the aftermath the raw red spots the bruises fulfilling a dark need in ME again......passionate lovemaking ensuing.......

The other reality of BD/SM for Me is it is a mental "mind fuck" game as well...............I get in peoples heads. Some may attest that they can close their eyes hear My voice My urgings pushing them to do to think to act..........and to conform to My desired expectations .I am cruel in many ways.......physically, mentally and sexually........I think all combined is My view of BDSM.I know that BDSM for ME is VERY sexual....I can only speak for Myself...........I understand sensation for sensations sake I can understand service oriented subs I am a firm believer in whatever your chosen kink is .......POWER to you as long as its consensual and safe.... but for Me I desired,need and crave a heavy bottom that I can hurt...............NOT
HARM mind you.......I feel quite fortunate to have found one along the way that desires the same............

thank you wycked

your Friend............

Tim.................NOUSE4ANAME



[ Back To Discussion Page ]